Friday, 25 May 2012

First of all, make your glass empty to drink

I am thinking of what I am; where I am. While staying in Cape Town, I have diligently been pouring things into my brain. Actually, I did not feel like putting everything into that, but hey, I gave it my best shot.

For example, when you pour white wine into half a glass of beer, the end contents can never be a pure white wine. Punch is punch. It's not white wine. And if you want it to be pure white wine, you need to fill your glass with 100% white wine. But to do that - you firstly need to empty your glass. So that you can drink what you want.

It looks so simple (emptying your glass) but it is not at all easy one to make myself empty. Why? Maybe it's because we are afraid of losing something from our being.

Try a cliché

When I thought of 'cliché', the saying “Time heals all wounds” came to mind. It is, after all, a well-worn saying. Yet, cliche in mind, all I really want to do is to let it go as soon as possible.

In due time though, this is of course, that the sun rises and sets regardless. When it is time, change should follow the law of nature - just like warm spring comes (and white winter comes). The cliché does not work in my heart. That is probably what I am.

Maybe all of this is probably the law of nature, like water flows, and time flies (the real “cliché?).

But I do not want to be emotional any more,
hasta la vista, baby.

Sunday, 20 May 2012

Feelings follow behaviour.

I think it is related to an issue about our unconsciousness. As we know feelings automatically follows behaviours. I think what we feel heavily has something to do with our mind: mental condition, which effects on our future.

When I was in Korea, a Pro baseball coach said like that...
If your mind changes, your attitude will be changed.
If  the attitude changed, your behaviours will be changed.
If behaviours change, your habits will be changed.
If habits change, your personality will be changed.
Then, changed personality will change your destiny, and if the destiny is changed, your life will be changed.

So, we should control our mind, and should not leave unconscious thoughts draft  in any ways in our life.

To myself…..reloaded

When a professional skill learning at CPUT will be my career, I always know that situations can change in the blink of an eye in the future. An internship, a contract, a permanence, a freelancer…it only takes one instant decision and I could be on a new path in my career.

I am thankful for the opportunity that I am given to study PR here in Cape Town and I am walking away from these few months with a life experience not many others can say they had and for that I will always be grateful. I have some ups and downs while here in Cape Town but met some great people along the way that I will always remember.

I am focusing on this stage in my life and am hopeful that this crazy stage of my life keeps going well.

Wednesday, 9 May 2012

I will go through the way what I like.
Not by frustrating, suffering, falling and sitting down, but just standing up!
And then I just walk through the way what I want.

I am thinking of the way
What on earth do I live?
Why do I have to do?
What do I choose?
It could be more questions.

I make sure that it should not be controlled by trend or external beauty, but it should be based on your own authenticity which can be devoted for you.

If you want to know the authenticity, stand up and walk through the way what you want. Maybe you can feel your heart still alive for your way, because the way and your authenticity are already placed at your internal.

It is better to practice a little than talk a lot.

Which kind of life do I live? I am thinking of that question whether I am a practicing person or talking person. I think people who I respect or envy live as they think and practice. The other hand, I think I have lived as just thinking and talking person.

Thing that I live as I am thinking! That is something to execute or practice. For example, if I need to be dieted for healthy, it will be such a practicing way to plan a controlled diet and exercising regularly, and it will be a talking way to think of eating and drinking at restaurants or pubs. It is very clear that the former is more likely to succeed on a diet than the latter.

Come to think of the last three years, I think I have been lazy, because I was always thinking of what I have to do after school but I just put it off and changed into the last packer. I know that it is much more difficult to practice and execute than think and talk. So I envy those people and I feel getting smaller.

However, if I see myself from point of view by those people who I respect, I think I can undergo stimulate that I will do more practice.

Friday, 4 May 2012

The difference between a door and wall

But, once you try to knock...
Someday, it will be being opening little by little for you
Reason for being a door is for good understanding
But, for opening
It is for you

All images and contents created by Lee

Wedding cake-in-the-middle-of- the road

I was told that wedding cake means wealth and fertility. But ironically, the cake is in the middle of the road. Maybe someone thinks bride and groom will lose their precious things, or they are already done. But do you know the most important thing? It has not begun yet.

I think it is just a step of preparation. When they finish cutting ceremony, then it notices that a couple now start living together. In addition, a road is used by many people. I think it means opportunities for everybody, because it is open to anybody. Just imagine that wealth and fertility are ready to start on the middle of the road. It could not be better.

Even though they started from different points, they finally meet at the mid-point of life. Besides, wedding cake is waiting for them. I want to clap for them who are bound to begin to test of life together.